Date : Friday, April 3, 2009
Time : 12:34 AM

Title :

lalalalla~~
oh~~ I wish~~ lol. I'm singing my wishes to myself.....don't get what I meant?


I meant, I'm singing OUT my WISHES~~~~~~ which are....yea -.- same like hx...go for a vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO GET OUTTA HERE!!!!!!!!!! lol. I wanna feel FREEDOM......
Haiz...over here, I'm trapped with concealed feelings...unable to express it nor erase it. I hate to put a mask on my face... ( did i use the correct word "concealed"? o.o yah...my grammar sucks i knw XD )


I thought I've already feel FREEEEEEDOM....but when I face it again....I realized I couldn't...the feelings will never go away.....haiz.....But I can't escape from the fact forever....it's useless,right?
Might as well be patient and suffer...then enjoy later. will I enjoy? God knows.



yes..once again....CARMIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~reality is harsh!!!!!


p.s Melz!! >< to have an unforgiving and stubborn heart isn't easy..............it will only increase the depth of the hole in the heart....