Date : Monday, December 31, 2007
Time : 11:52 AM

Title : booo ==

Here's how it works:
Use the first letter of your name to answer each question.
Must be places,names....Nothing made up.
Can't use own name for boy/girl's name question.
If can't answer,skip to next one.


K for Kerrieeeeeee...==


1.Famous singer : Kylie Minogue

2.Four letter word : kite, kick, kiss, kind, keep, keen,keys,kids,knee

3.Street : Kensington Street ( does this street exist? XD)

4.Colour : Khaki

5.Gifts : key chain, kite, kittens XD

6.Vehicle : kelisa!!, kenari, kancil XD

7.Things in souvenir shops : key chain

8.Boy name : Kelvin,

9.Girls name : Karen

10.Movie title : King and I

11.Drink : KIWI JUICE...( ada ke?-.-)

12.Occupation : killer

13.Celebrity : ( SKIP)

14.Magazine : (skip)

15.U.S city : Kentucky

16.Professional sports : (skip)

17.Fruit : kiwi

18.Reason for being late to work : " kick your face if you keep crapping =="

19.Something you throw away : ( skip)

20.something you shout : "KILL IT KILLLLL.....the BUG is BUGGING MEEEEEE "

i'm taggin..= no one XD

Date : Friday, December 28, 2007
Time : 10:14 PM

Title :

Haiz. 4 more days to school. End of holidays x( End of funn~~ x(
Back to studies and stress. wheee~~~!! Hav to study hard for PMR!!
And next year...I felt everyone around me is leaving SMKSM...

Yong Shann.. going to leave us le..x(
I'll always remember the moments when i'm with you!
Hope you'll go through a better school life in the new school...and make new friends x)
But don't forget us orh!!!!!

I heard Yu Xin told me about Kuok Wei orh. He maybe changing school also ==
Wah...all the ppl i know changing schools =.=
haizz...* speechless*


Melissa...............................MOST probably going to Australia after PMR to further her medical studies x(
* speechlesss*
haizz...we've been sisters for 5 years...went through all the hard times and good times...always share problems, secrets, crushes and private stuffs. Everytime if I'm sad, I have problem, I need someone to talk to...she'll be there for me x(
Haix...this news was.....too sudden for me to accept x(
I have one more year to be with her x(
But our relationship as sisters will last.

BLARH~ dono wat to say already...things are changing so fast...and unexpectedly. I realize, as we get older, we have to be on our own. We have to go separate ways and travel far away from here to further our studies....to achieve our ambitions. Besides, the word ' forever' doesn't exist.
So........what lies in the future ...I don't know. I don't wanna know...I just wanna go on with my life and ready to face what's coming for me in the future.

Date :
Time : 9:23 PM

Title :

outside the stadium!!
I secretly took this picture XD wheeee


okayyy -.- tats it for now xP

Date : Monday, December 24, 2007
Time : 12:21 AM

Title : awesome night x)

WHEE! back from stadium putra!

reached there at about 6.30 pm..hav to wait till 7 15 leh..but Melz went in first coz she's part of the member and needed to get ready for the performance.

7.15!! WHEE!!! showtime!! The stage was so huge...and wonderful. Unfortunately. Strictly no camera allowed x(...but luckily i managed to snap 2 of them O.O The stage filled with brilliant colours...and in the centre of the stage written ' JESUS '. It was wonderful...On the right side of the stage is the music band...woot!!! so cool x)

We sat quite infront la..can see the stage clearly..actually the presentation starts at 8 pm. Soo...we sat down there and took a few snaps while waiting for the performance to start. Within a FEW MINUTES, hundreds of people started to fill the stadium...amazing.

Three...
Two..
One.

There it goes.. started with the instruments prelude by the sanctuary musicians, followed by opening prayer and worshipping.. WHEE..it was awesome..!!!!

Afterwards....presentation starts. It was great and wonderful..it's all about the true meaning of 'Christmas'. Why do we need to celebrate it and celebrate it in a right way. Each of the presentation is very meaningful...and wonderful. There is also a presentation about the day where Lord Jesus was born into this world..

After the presentation..Senior Pastor Prince Guneratnam came upon the stage and gave us a very powerful and meaningful speech. I like the way he talks, the way he explains to people...it's very clear, powerful, full of determination and meaningful. ( No wonder my mom loves it when Senior Pastor gave his speech. Actually...I didnt realize my mum ACTUALLY ATTEND CHURCH FOR YEARS...O.O!! I didn't know it until I asked her about church..But...after a few years she stopped attending church.. I don't know why but she said she feels that she should stop and go on with the right path..O.O..but one thing...in her life.. I know she hardly adores someone...except for Senior Pastor. I remembered she told me that " The person that I've ever adore and respect is Senior Pastor Prince Guneratnam.. I've never failed to listen to his talk. " But...unfortunately..I don't know what happened...she stopped attending church . But one thing for sure, she never disagree of me going to church. Instead, she explains some bible and about worshipping )

But what she said...is definitely true. I really like the way he explains to people. It's so powerful....every single word he says...brings lots of meaning. I remembered he said..well..not exactly..but something like tat :

" We celebrate Christmas because it is the day where Jesus was born. We celebrate Christmas with the presence of Jesus and accepting Him into your life. That's the true meaning of Christmas..If we celebrate it without Jesus... what's the meaning of celebrating christmas?? We'll still have fun but it doesn't last long, it's only for a short while. Celebrate Christmas with the presence of Jesus, and you'll find true happiness and faith. | JESUS forgives our sins. REMEMBER this, if you did something sinful during the past,and if YOU are asking for forgiveness, call out for Jesus, open your heart to Him and seek for His help and kindness, confess your sins to Him, and He will forgive you. | Do you realize? Everyone has FEAR. FEAR OF DARKNESS? FEAR OF SICKNESS? FEAR OF PAINFULNESS? FEAR OF TOMORROW? FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN? FEAR OF THE FUTURE? Call out for Jesus, He will help you, He will guide you, He will remove away YOUR FEARS. Just close your eyes, concentrate and open your heart to him. THERE'S A WOMAN..she has been suffering for 12 years...she has been carrying this sickness for 12 WHOLE YEARS ....they call it blood cancer. She wasted LOTS OF MONEY ...hoping she could find a doctor that is able to cure her painful sickness...but it's all USELESS. One day, she was lying on the bed....heard someone said that Jesus is passing by her town. And so she said " OH..I've heard many about Lord Jesus, OH Jesus! Please take away my sufferings!! I must not waste my chance this time after suffering for 12 long years!!" She went outside...she could barely walk, and she could BARELY go near Jesus because it was the crowd...there were hundreds upon hundreds of people surrounding Jesus..but she must not give up. She tried ALL HER BEST to push through the crowd, crawled through...but she fell to the ground.. but. finally, she managed to touch Jesus. Just one touch, all her sickness and sufferings were gone. She could stood up straight now and all her sickness has been cured with one single touch. " And then Jesus asked, Who touched me?? Who touched me??! " said Senior Pastor. " OHO, Jesus is NOT stupid to ask this sort of question! He knew who touched Him, and He knew that someone needed his blessings and help, He knew that someone is going to touch him and then, He cured her sickness."| You can ask if Jesus is REAL?? You can call for Him, ask for His forgiveness and fear no more. Jesus is always there...beside you, to help you and to guide you.| "Now, everyone, please come forward, to those who wants to come and pray with me, accepting Jesus into your life and receive His blessings."

~ That's the summary of the speech ~
( Don't mind the grammar..I'm just trying to summarize it XD )

So, both aunties sitting beside me, encouraged me to go infront and receive blessings. Aunty Chan, she's one of the member of Calvary Church in UCSI, Cheras. She explained to me everything, and she guided me. So, she brought me forward infront, and then the people started to move forward. I bowed my head down and closed my eyes, concentrating to Senior Pastor and Aunt Chan. She gently touched my back and offered prayers and blessings. She told me to close my eyes and imagine Jesus is right here, call out for Him, and ask for his blessings and kindness. Then, Senior Pastor asked us to follow what he said and said it out loudly. Aunt Chan then asked me what problems I have and what I really feared all this while..I told her that I wish, I could go through next year and get good results in the examinations. She then chanted some prayers and blessings on me and I closed my eyes, call out for Jesus and asked for His help and blessings, including my whole family..especially my grandma. She has been carrying some kind of disease for almost 20 years..I hope Jesus will bring happiness and remove away sufferings from her. At that moment, I can feel the presence of Jesus...so powerful and so compassionate. All my fears and worries are long gone, with the help and blessings from Jesus. Jesus has help me, I feel free, I feel happiness. Senior Pastor then said " Raise your hand and thank Jesus for his kindness and blessings " I then raised my hand and said, " Thank you Jesus, I've accepted You into my life, thank you for Your blessings, thank you for Your kindness, thank you for bringing happiness to me, thank you for giving such courage to me,thank you Jesus.."

WHEE!!!!! I feel so lucky to be here, to watch the presentation tonight...Thank You Jesus.
Aunt Chan said to me, " I understand about your family, it's hard for them to accept, but it's your own personal relationship between yourself and God." Yes. What she said is true.. I hope to attend Church every Sunday morning...but my family wouldn't allow me. But at least, I can silently recite some prayers in the house la x)

"Trust in Jesus, believing that as we confess our sins to Him, Jesus will forgive us and personally inviting Him to be our Saviour and Lord. "

Photos currently not available now...will upload soon. x)

Date : Thursday, December 20, 2007
Time : 8:02 PM

Title :

OWH.YESS...goin to stadium putra to watch christmas presentation from mel's church this comin sunday... * how i wish i have a phone camera or camera * awwwh...no fun without pictures -.-

aiks..will update on sunday night or monday..

Date : Friday, December 14, 2007
Time : 8:08 PM

Title :

Gosh...
Today's lunch was.......................how can i describe it..
aiyaa -.- nvm

today..work work work..till2.15 pm
then went out for break
tat time still raining heavily nia ><
luckily i brought my unbrella...three of us have to share under one umbrella lol...
Actually, we plan to go to the chinese kopitiam...better and cleaner. But too far away le.. since it's raining..
So, we walked to the malay shop lorh...much nearer.
Went in, Melissa and I ordered fried rice while Evon ordered a bowl of curry kuey teow.
Sat down...a few minutes later the food is done. WHEE!!.. look nice..FULL of ikan bilis...or i should say ( spicy ikan bilis)


but in the end. things end up badly
conclusion :

All three of us went back to the office with red eyes and burning tongue.

Im the worst. I had just taken two spoons of rice...and I started to * BURN *
AHHHHHHH....( in tears) DAM HOT!!!! zzz -.-

sadly forgotten to take picture eh...no fun x(

boring aaaa...
siennnn lorrrr...
-.- aikss

Date : Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Time : 3:23 PM

Title :

lolz. went to school today to get text books.
swt laa...all together RM 400 +
wth??? O.O! * sam tong*
Actually...if I exclude the buku rujukan..it would be 280+ only leh.. T.T
But the leng lui said must buy...teacher said they're gonna use them.
Sure or not leh....if the teachers don't use it....gonna sue you teachers!
Aiks...hav to study hard liao..expensive books -.-...must not waste it.

sienz...decided to read the literature book. Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. lolz.
quite interesting x)

awwh ...sleepy..gotta sleep.. now it's only 3.25 in the afternoon!!!
lazy pig betul -.-

Date : Saturday, December 8, 2007
Time : 2:08 PM

Title :

I seriously don't know what to do


Why everytime I have to face this?


I trusted you most...but ....now...it's all the opposite.


I don't know how much more you hide from me....


But all I know is...you are the greatest friend I've ever met...


I trusted you with all my heart....you are always ready to help whenever I face problems..


Or maybe...I heard wrongly?

Or...I think wrongly?

Or..I misundertand it?

Why you and....some other people start to ....

Do something or say something against it?

Why now????


WHY NOT EARLIER ???


IT'S BEEN 10 MONTHS ALREADY. AND...IT ALL STARTED NOW.


IT'S NOT EASY TO LET GO...


IT'S NOT EASY TO LET EVERYTHING SINK IN...


OR....am I the one....


Who did this wrongly?


Made a wrong decision?


It all started on 14th Feb 2007.


Or maybe... this is the way it was meant to be....


I thought


I'll be happy


But...no...it doesn't end this easy..


It will continue....


I'm emotionless..

I feel nothing...


I don't know what does sadness means


I don't know what does angry means


I don't know what does happiness means


I don't know...everything..


I would stare blankly at the wall...or at things...or at nothing...


Thinking nothing...


Hmm..I don't know whether I should smile? happy? cry?sad? angry? crazy? confused? donno?

No lah...just nothing...plain...nothing....

Date : Friday, December 7, 2007
Time : 8:45 PM

Title : getting nervous o.o..

hmm...today 7th of december le... dam fast.
and christmas is coming soon le...18 days to go...
I didn't realize how fast the time had passed.
Maybe I pass the time by working on weekdays, without realizing it's gonna be a tomorrow after a few more hours..since usually I will be back home at about 8 pm.

Then...suddenly I had this weird dream.
It seemed so real to me, I can even feel it and see everything soooo real and clearly.
I dreamt about school. lol.
I even dreamt about me going to school on the first day ...wandering and searching around my class hopelessly.... it's at the second floor, near the library. And if I am in the school right now, maybe I can show you the way to my class....haha.
Don't know whether this is gonna be true or not.

Then...I remembered I sat at the back of the class without anyone beside me =x.
Guess I have to sit alone there.
I was writing and then all of the sudden .....
...
...
.....
........
............

* CHANGED *

lol. location changed. surrounding changed. people also changed XD

I was sitting down writing suddenly Daniel came from nowhere and sit beside me.
Guessed he fly =x

Then changed again =.=

This time, this male teacher. Malay....but he's not in our school.
Maybe next year he is. Who knows lah??

He saw Daniel sitting close beside me and he ordered two more students to go after us.
O.O||
* YOU ARE CAPTURED * UNDER ARREST.
LOLZ!!

Did i mention tat was not funny? no?

Being * dragged* to the Pejabat and we are accused for being a couple

cham lo.

Since then, we never talk anymore , or come any closer. We both were like enemies. o.o
THen..ALL OF THE SUDDEN

saw him walking with Puan Saamah towards a mamak shop....sat down and discussing bout something quite seriously and sadly o.o?

* I repeat again... Puan Saamah...not Puan Halimah!! *

then" ooi ooi ooooooi OI "

I opened my eyes and I was like what the crap you want from me????

" you've got to go for WORK!!!!!!!" " IT's already 8 am!! "

AWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHH x(

I never knew the ending...all i know the dream ended up badly.

comeon man...just 3 more years...and we'll be free. well. sort of.

Besides...January 2008 is coming ....soon. SO dam soon. lol

I start to feel nervous whenever the thought of going back to school.....................to 3 J and PMR.
I don't wanna get seperated with my old friends!!!
Hope I can make new friends lorh. x(

Hope I can do well in my studies too...x(

HOPE EVERYTHING GOES ON SMOOTHLY !!! x(

I don't wanna see myself ending up crying again............

I had had enough this year.............

Date : Monday, December 3, 2007
Time : 9:51 PM

Title :

WHEEE~! what a day..

Went to LRT as usual. This time we decided to go to Pasar Seni. No idea where it is ler... nvm. lost lost lah. haha.. not really...we won't get lost. well, not yet. XD At least Evon knows about it.

Went there, realized that Pasar Seni is " Petaling Street" =.= Luckily it's in the morning...if not...cham lo..not many people around...but as usual la.. you can see rubbish and dirty water everywhere. Finding a place to eat breakfast. Walk and walk and walk, saw a chinese shop. Well, I mean somewhere in Petaling Street... went in there... sat down. I went like

" LOU SAI...yao meh sik ahhh?"
* boss...can recommend anything to eat?*

" Yao Chee Cheong FUn JEK"
* We sell only chee cheong fun"

" oooooooooooo...i see... ok la... ngo oi leong tiu la"
* ok la...i want two..stripes? sets? chee cheong fun? no idea -.- *

eat eat eat. WHEEE FINISH~! QUITE NICE~ RM 2..not bad lah. x)

hurried up and so we go again... back to work >< but nvm laa...work till 2.30..half day whee!
Tuesday and Wednesday can rest...no work..coz mel's mom unable to fetch us...something's on.

and in the end...i dono why i end up having stomach ache right now =.=.. lol?

maybe i ate the goreng pisang or chee cheong fun... or whatever ...or craps....or dono.

awwwh ><

Date : Sunday, December 2, 2007
Time : 8:05 PM

Title :