Date : Saturday, February 28, 2009
Time : 9:12 PM

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ARHHHHH!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!.. TOday....today....today.....can say is my HAPPIEST DAY IN THE FIRST TWO HELL MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLZ. AHAHAHAA. Before that oh....I want to give a warning 1st. COZ. this post contains.......erm true horror incident...yeah. way below lah.


Today...my dream come true...I did mention in the previous post tat I missed shopping complex.....haha. TOday in the morning, my mom took me to Pavillion to watch movie. WHEEEE~~!! I felt like I was released from prison XD. Went to watch Valkyrie by Tom Cruise. SIGH. THIS MOVIE IS DAM nice =) And touching actually...coz this is a true story based on during Nazi's Occupation-World War II. Lolz. Tom Cruise did say he hated Adolf Hitler and wanted to kill this man....coz he's killed millions of people and brought suffering to his people.

Haha...yeah. Actually, "Valkyrie" is a special army troop arranged by Hitler to defend the country from traitors and so on... IF the country is in danger, or Hitler himself is killed or whatsoever lah. Tom Cruise played his role as Colonel Stauffenberg. He was planning to destroy Hitler. He have to plan very carefully and find people whom can be trusted...to assasinate Hitler. SO....he plan this plan that....some scene very GAN JIONG coz IF his plan FAILS, the PENALTY is DEATH. It's not easy to plan things well...it's an extremely dangerous and a risky job to do. You have to be accurate on timing, make sure tat everything tat was planned goes well la.

He went to a meeting with Hitler and other officers. He brought a bomb in his bag..he planned to leave it there and thought the bomb could kill every single person in the meeting room..HE went out. He runs away, he did saw the explosion. He THOUGHT Hitler was dead. So................from there, he starts to spread the news that Adolf Hitler is DEAD. And then...he arranged the army troops, fooled the "Valkyrie" to arrest Hitler's officers, the SS ( secret service) and so on. This went on...........................and in the end......lol, wont tell you everything. SEE I'm NOT A SPOILER OK? XD. (yes i am)


LOL. But in the END, it was a SAD ENDING....oh yeah. Forgot to mention..Stauffenberg has a wife and four children if i'm not mistaken. Haiz. So sad lah. They love each other so much, and of course their children =) But...if Stauffenberg HAS to do this plot against Hitler.....his wife and children would have to leave and go somewhere else safer. When his wife left....awh. so sad =( Knowing... that it would be a slim chance for her husband to be alive...and IT WAS the LAST TIME that she and her children would meet him...and see and touch his face....for the last time...


SO. ERM. Back to the ending XDD. Haiz...I guess, you all should know the ending. Coz according to History, Hitler died by KILLING HIMSELF. Not assasinated. So....I did say just now that, if the plot fails....the penalty is DEATH. Yeah..so you know what happened to Stauffenberg and the rest la ha.


Stauffenberg's attempt WAS THE LAST ATTEMPT to kill Hitler. There had been 15 attempts....imagine that. So, after Stauffenberg's attempt...after 6 months I think...the people were braver and the armies went against Hitler. In the end Hitler shot himself.


-end of movie-

p.s. Diongz...if you read this post...I wonder if you ever heard of this song by Wagner " Die Walkurie" Haha...this song ACTUALLY showed and played IN the movie.


NOW. AFter the movie, walked to KLCC. Yeah, I said WALKED to KLCC. AIya. Actually very near only. Got some way to get there lah. Lepak around...then rush back home. Coz relatives coming for dinner =D

p.s. I forgot to tell again...THAT. Erm. Pavillion rite...erm...there's the ground floor, where all the restaurants located in open space one ah...I guess you know...just below the cinema and the red box. And then when you walk towards the end (to the bridge,where from there I walked to KLCC) there's a COFFEE BEAN SHOP. BESIDE THE COFFEE BEAN SHOP,THERE'S A TOILET. My mom suddenly stopped me and say......." this toilet got ghost" I was like WHAT? You serious ah? PAvillion wor.....so NEW also got meh =.= Then she said...her friend, Winnie, told her about it. Winnie's colleague, worked in Pavillion. One day she went back home very late, about 1 a.m in the morning...actually she walked with her group one. But suddenly she want to go to toilet....MUST GO THAT PARTICULAR TOILET one =.= Coincidence?....So............she went in............and.......she....saw.....a......cleaner. When the cleaner turned her face around........she......screamed when she.....saw....her....face. She saw the "ghostly" look on the cleaner's face. The ghost told her something....and the colleague was scared like hell. From there on, she started to fall a sick. Until now she hasn't gone to work. Yet. SIGH.

you know what ah? I made the craziest decision in my life. I went cuckoo after listening to what my mom has told me, I sort of like wanted to challenge myself to go into the toilet and take a look.I was CHARGING towards the toilet. Aiya, in the afternoon, nothing gua...BUT. When I walked halfway. I stopped. COZ.....................lol. I didn't SAW IT la ok =.= I just...kinda....fished out. Coz...the toilet is like...quite isolated. It's located at the far end of the narrow lane. SO. FORGET IT. My mom chased me and she said " DON'T GO LA..waste time only leh" ERM. PLEASE. Don't do anything foolish ah...............when you go to Pavillion. Coz, sometimes, these things are NOT MEANT to be played. You may risk your own safety. Oh goodness..I'm getting goosebumps already.


Rushed back to home. Coz got relatives coming =D
My 2nd Uncle, his wife and one of his son (Douglas), just graduated from Germany. We went out to a shop to book a place. Then after dinner, they came to our house to chat for a while la. So, Douglas talked about his experience in Germany and so on.Chat chat chat...then JAMMING SESSION LOL. Haha...not really lah. But, Douglas played the guitar, I played the piano, my 2nd uncle and my aunt sang along together. We clapped together also. This lasted for about half an hour then they went back =D

THIS IS THE SEMANGAT KEKELUARGAAN I WANTED MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( see my moral values so good) Sigh. Best day. Ever. Not really. For the moment I meant XD


OK. OH GOSH. This post is like so damn long =.= Ok. better end it here. NITEZ!!

Date : Friday, February 27, 2009
Time : 9:05 PM

Title :

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I've became a clown =.= you know why? coz I have super red cheeks and red nose =x sun burn pula =.=


But btw, today sports day was fun =) Watching those superb runners..! Haha...jati not bad uh xD. Wan Zhuin, Hui Xian, Chieu Yie, Carmen, Seira....and others... geng! =D. ~DIONG!!~ I got shout your name ah when you run XD...so geng!! =) The most impressive is keruing boys kelas kedua....LOL. Should see them run =x 4x400/4x100 - they pecut all the way non stop.... haha. cool. Last but not least....yes trisha!! haha...I was kinda surprised you know XD. Congratz..=D!


mmmm...back to.....haiz. don't wanna say lah =.= Don wan to so "pok" next week. lolz. but will try my best....i think? =x i hope? =x i wish? =x i guess? =x



ARGHHHHH. I missed shopping complex XD .___.

Date : Thursday, February 26, 2009
Time : 10:42 PM

Title :

lalalal~ recently liked this song...long time ago got already but now only I began to notice of this song =x lolz. blur. Addicted to the lyrics =x yeah, you might say i'm an emo person and OUTDATED LOL. haha. I don't give a dam bout it XDD

Date : Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Time : 9:43 PM

Title :

lalallaa~~



Keep bleeding............




Keep Bleeeeeedingggg........




Keep Bleeeediiiiiingg LOVEEEEEE.................



lalalalal anananan~~



swt =.= yeah like to spam and crap about in my blog XD so what?



KEEP BLEEDING. KEEP BLEEDING LOVE~Oh oh~~~~ lalalalal~~~




keep bbb....leee..eidinngg....l......e.....aiya. no suara dah.



ok. end of CRAP-PEST post of the year x)

Date :
Time : 8:58 PM

Title :

ARGH!!!! Exam arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh. Hmm....before the exam starts, I KNEW I'm goin to fail..... erm... let's see... 4 subjects? HA.Ha. yeah...havent even started on Moral lesson yet.So, yeah, gonna leave my test paper PURE & CLEAN. Bukan CLEAN&CLEAR ah. XD nah, just kidding.


Struggling to do homeworks and do revision at the same time....but I can't do it for the moment lol. So........? last minute study lor x(


And also, I have a new phobia. Yeah....SHIT-PHOBIA. Erm, I didn't meant I am scared to look at my OWN shit LOL, but uh. I'm AFRAID to go to science lab,at the highest floor. Coz...everytime there's SHIT near the staircase. I think I saw it about 4 times....? And it makes me SICK =.= SICK!!!!!!


TOday did an experiment during Bio class. It is suppose to be an experiment on FRESH chicken blood....but teacher ordered us to change it to.... FRESH HUMAN blood. lol. sounds chilly huh? Went to lab, each group needs to have one volunteer to prick his/her blood and drop it on 4 glass slides. Heh......most of us didn't dare to do it. But there are a few brave ones la XD Haiz. Didn't really understand why must they use human blood =.= Coz....some people might be afraid or worse case, some might faint =.= And...today, some of the girls looked pale uh...=(

Oh btw, on the floor...there were many dried blood stains.....hmmm...I hope not...but it really looked like blood =.= Scary =x


I also realized something...I've been so blind and foolish over something. Now, I hope I can get over it...=) sigh.

Date : Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Time : 8:36 PM

Title :

Sigh. Just finished add maths tuition..


Finally got to relax a bit == Argh. It's getting more and more stressful and busier. I think I prefer exam period more than normal school days. Coz no homework is given, all I have to do is revise and study.


Now I'm learning another musical instrument, violin. Gosh, it's not an easy job == Compulsory to take coz I have to take at least 2 instruments if I want to enter college for music.



Stress uh =(


Ohboy, feeling hungry...gotta grab something to eat.

Date : Sunday, February 8, 2009
Time : 10:57 PM

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Whee...I had a wonderful dream this morning...did i mentioned wonderful? Yeah, at first. I dreamt that my mom had just gave birth to a baby..the baby looks beautiful...looked at me, smiling....kindly..The baby is a boy..heh. My brother.

But then, all of a sudden the scenery changed to snow mountains....An avalanche happened and my baby bro died,buried deep in the snow.... his face was never to be seen again...


I cried and cried...even when I woke up my eyes were wet.


Sigh. what a dream... I really wished I had a big bro...really wished. I can see the baby looks charming...with kind eyes...smiling...how beautiful. Sigh. But it was only just for a moment.


Yes CARMEN!! Reality is cruel =X

Date : Saturday, February 7, 2009
Time : 5:19 PM

Title :

sigh. it's a hot day today...and oh I realized something, which is I could get killed by boredom. REally uncomfortable PLUS the hot weather. It's driving me crazy...sort of?


I also realized a lot of things and also learned a lot of things.

~when I was form 1 and 2, I was playful, not serious in studies. AND of course I was VERY lazy XD I don't do homework, never study and uh. ponteng. Yeah. So in the end...I got my balasan...I failed in maths when I was form 2. Final exam pula =.= So, form 3 went to last class...sort of. I could not accept the fact....and I regretted.

So... I vowed to study hard for PMR. In form 2, I never do homework and I never pay attention and I always sit right at the back. I alwayz copy answers from my friends...but in form 3, I have to be independent. Actually, hmm..honestly to say thankfully they put me in the last class...coz it teaches me a lesson...work hard. Coz in that class, I've no friends...and uh. No friends to rely to at first...

Then...as time passed, I start to become hardworking...and serious..especially for PMR!! Hahah...in the end I did it x) I got good results in PMR...

Now, form 4. Quite harsh and stressful...yeah..but nvm, I told myself not to give up XD Sigh...hope I can do well this year...


Lesson in form 3 = Be hardworking and be determined..



Lesson for this year = APPRECIATE TIME.



as years passed, my responsibility and stress and so on...are getting bigger. So...I cannot waste time and play around..but of course a little bit of entertainment lah. Baru balance XD


And lastly....I also learnt to appreciate my loved ones...while they're still here. Time never goes back. Time only moves forward. That is why....think twice before you make a decision....no going back anymore...

This year, I'm more patient towards my grandma and spent more time with her. Coz...when I stared longer at my family members...I realized they've grown so much older...I never bother looking at them longer...to acknowledge that they're actually ageing already. No such thing as forever young =.= Luckily, it's not too late. I'm grateful that I got to realized it now. And the time left, especially for my grandma is not long...she'll go soon...nobody can predict the future. She said her health is getting weaker and weaker. And that sentence rang the alarm in my head.

She's getting older....and weaker...and her time with us is not much either. I'll try my best to cherish every moments with her. Haiz. And what I hope for now is...I hope I'll able to get excellent results in SPM...I want her to see my achievements before, it's too late.


LOLZ. It seems that I'm writing a....motivation? =.= Not really...whatever u take it as~


lalalalala~


oh btw, I also hope financial wise will be better this year. =(

Date : Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Time : 2:37 PM

Title :