Faraway Dreams

Date : Sunday, June 28, 2009
Time : 10:10 PM

Title :

Ahhhh~~

I had a wish. I had this strong feeling since quite some time ago. Well, I know my wish WILL be fulfilled. Of course, it will happen in a matter of years...or should I say, decades. No matter how long it takes, it will happen. I believe it will. ^^

Tada!

My wish is to live a place like there.....!!! I don't know why...but I think it's weird..coz I felt as if I belonged there long time ago...as if I've been there and lived there....I imagined the sweet and fresh air I breathed in while I run along down the hill....the beauty of the emerald green land and mountains...the beautiful combination between the flowers...and the trees...the peacefulness that covered the entire land...and the clear soothing skies...a combination of pink and blue.. I imagined I'm standing on top of the hill with my hands outstretched....to feel the cool wind as it gently brush against my skin.....the feeling is like I'm floating or flying....Just. perfectly beautiful. Yeah...this is what I meant by God's greatest gift....nature.

I imagined how happy and content I'll feel. Mostly...the sense of liberation...free from everything...it's as if I'm in heaven~! Only happiness...and contentment..and peace.

Date : Saturday, June 27, 2009
Time : 9:30 PM

Title :

s.i.g.h

yup. that's all i could say.

Didn't get to watch transformers today. Went to ts with mum...reached there about 10:40 a.m. We went to the cinema at 3rd floor to buy tickets...when we reached there, the amount of people lining up were.....uncountable =.= Then we rushed downstairs to buy...ALSO....HOPELESS. The amount of people...OMG. All watch transformers EH >< We managed to get in the line and wait for our turn....waited...and waited...then finally....

But. All seats full =.= Za dou.

Guess I have to wait for another 6 days.....

anyway, it's still early...and we have nothing to do...so we went to the bookstore..then did some shopping..! YEAH~ SHOPPING!! lol. Haiz..the things there are so freaking cheap...thats why that's the place where I'll shop...cheap and trendy XD Lepak around till 2+ then went home =x

Not gonna watch transformers at ts again next week....will watch it in balakong...i think. Coz...balakong not many people mah XD * should have went there today*

btw...I'm having a terrible headache...rarely happens...*hope i don get sick*

No way.

Date : Friday, June 26, 2009
Time : 9:05 PM

Title :

Yup...the whole world knows about it. An icon has laid to rest...everybody was shock. I was shock when I got the news this morning at school. My mouth hanged open... for a few moments...to let the whole thing sink in. At first I thought it was a joke...but nope. It's the truth. It was so sudden....sigh. My family too, were shocked. My mum heard the news on the radio in her room, rushed downstairs and switched on the TV and tuned in to CNN. And there it was...the image of M.J flashed right in front of the TV screen.

I remembered my family used to play his video CD. We would gather around and enjoy the music video...with all his fantastic dance and voice. He's such a gifted person. Even when he was a young boy...he sang like a angel. He's meant to be a superstar. My mum told me, " No one can ever be as great as Michael Jackson..no one sings and dance like him. This is something like Elvis Presley..no one has ever be as great as him too."

Forever and always, Michael Jackson will be the greatest superstar, that has touched millions of people worldwide.

Date : Thursday, June 25, 2009
Time : 10:06 PM

Title :

wee~ pn. guna will be the guru ganti tomoro....

but my sej 63 wor...B =[ hope she don't say anything....~

argh! hope can watch transformers on saturday....! either alone or with my mum XD!

Date : Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Time : 9:25 PM

Title :

oh gosh. friday....my class teacher couldn't come to school..so she have to find another teacher to ganti...she came to our class and asked our opinions..I was sitting at the front row...2nd from infront. I don't know wads going on -.-

Talk talk talk then finally a few ppl agreed pn.tan will be ganti-ing our teacher. there's a lot of mixed reactions from other students.....including me =[

=[ i'm kinda afraid too.........

lalalala~

Date : Sunday, June 21, 2009
Time : 8:48 PM

Title :

LOL.

[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
-wei
-how was the movie?
-Kerrie- says:
silly, fake, sometimes scary, and thats all. XD
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
lol
evon never jump?
-Kerrie- says:
nope
she borrowed ivan's sweater
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
LOL
-Kerrie- says:
and covered her face
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
HAHAHA
Scary la
-Kerrie- says:
-.-
while me i pressed the bottle
and closed my ears
ivan closed his eyes
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
i am going to laugh at u 2 tomorrow man
-Kerrie- says:
kar hou....he pressed the bottle oso..
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
all of ya'll la
i WILL LAUGH TILL I CRY
LOL
even npw yr telling me its funny
-Kerrie- says:
XD
oh -.- come back to think of it..i think its funny also XD
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
=--=
-Kerrie- says:
sometimes we jumped -.-
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
HAHAHA
all pussies
-Kerrie- says:
oh ya, when we wanna go in rite
under 18 ma
so
all of us were nervous....because of me -.-
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
LOL
-Kerrie- says:
so i borrowed ivan's specs
i wore it and we go in
the guy like looked at me
and then he just let us went in ._.
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
lol lol
u should tell him la
WTF U LOOKING AT
-Kerrie- says:
LOL
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
TAKE A PICTURE LA
-Kerrie- says:
-.-
Ivan called me to ans them " tumbesaran problem"
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
wei
u all ah
LOL
PUSSIES man
LOL
HAHAHAHHA
-Kerrie- says:
LOL
[c=#0080FF][b]IrOn 0x1d3[/b][/c] says:
i just cannot tahan la
-Kerrie- says:
u LOL-ed so many times XD

When the movie ended...I felt annoyed. Or rather...disturbed. I just felt stupid. HAHA. Kay....during the movie, I also observed the audiences infront of me....they were definitely all older than us...probably 20+ BUT. ALL OF THEM WERE CLOSING THEIR EARS AND JUMPED ABOUT. Evon, me, Ivan and Kar Hou...16 this year WEIH. AT least we boleh tahan la rite? XD

Date : Saturday, June 20, 2009
Time : 10:28 PM

Title :

Yes!! I can escape from my house...for... a few hours tomorrow! lol. Going to Jusco to watch a movie with Evon and other schoolmates..

Gonna watch ....Drag me to hell.

Lol. My first time watching a horror movie in cinema =.=! Not a fan of watching horror movies in cinema....ahhh. Oh well, just give it a shot lah. Teman Evon ma XD Didn't know she's a fan of horror movies -___-

I hope i can go in....because it's under 18. Look at my FACE..and my HEIGHT. YEAH lah, I know ><> THOUGHT of wearing high-heeled shoes...LOL...so desperate eh? Just kidding XD

Date : Friday, June 19, 2009
Time : 9:17 PM

Title :

Mmm...got back my Moral paper jor. Thanks to Carmen XD wahaha.

But....haih. again another disappointment.. =[ Better than losing the paper lah~

can't wait till 11th July! =D

Another exam on July....hope it doesn't clash with my practical exam...! =[

Date : Thursday, June 18, 2009
Time : 12:48 AM

Title :

I would like to try Carmen's suggested method, since it will usually works! =D [ chatbox]

F.A.N L.E.I. L.O

FAN LEI

LOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

Whee!

Thank u carmen! XD

Im in da mood again! =D

Date : Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Time : 9:21 PM

Title :

waited.......waited.....and waited.

on my mind....

"why so long one??"

" haiz..."

" teacher....faster lah........!!!! "

" u wanna test my patience???!! "

...............total silence. [ only heartbeat sound can be heard]

* looks around frantically.....*

"what happened??!!...."

" where's my MORAL PAPER???"

* went in front...joined by two other students*

Teacher - " Kamu tak datang masa exam ke??!! Mengapa kertas kamu tak ada pada saya?!! "

Student A - * blur* " SAYA ADA DATANG AH...SAYA ADA AMBIL....!!"

Teacher - " Habis mengapa kertas kamu tak ada??? Kelas kamu ialah kelas pertama yang cikgu TANDA! "

Student ABC - * SILENCE*

Teacher - " HAIH. Tak apa...nanti cikgu check. "

My class. Teacher lost 3 students' moral paper. I. am. included.

W.T.F.

p.s teacher. u better find our papers i tell u.....!! If not...I'm so gonna &^$^%##@* U UNTIL I FINISH HIGH SCHOOL.

Date : Monday, June 15, 2009
Time : 10:34 PM

Title :

hee! Gonna reach mid-June...or is it already mid-June? =.= Nvm, screw my mental-arithmetic.

Report Card day coming..!
July coming!
Carnival Day coming!
Big-shot movies coming!
................ coming!
.........................coming!

Help me fill in the blanks? [ asking for fun ]

Owh. hate it. hate. hate. hate. can't the time stop?..

argh .__.

Date : Sunday, June 14, 2009
Time : 10:51 PM

Title :

Owh. I've been too over-confidence about me....not getting SICK.

Right. I've heard some of my friends were sick. U know, as usual, sickness-happens-during-holidays. Most common of all, sickness comes when the holidays are almost...ending. I kept thanking myself for not getting sick....yet. It's Sunday today...still, nothing happened. So I told myself " YES!! I've made it through!!"

Until...not SO long ago. I realized whenever I touch my right eye...I felt pain. A few hours later...swollen pula. Haih. Sei lor. LAST MINUTE I KENA!!! WTF? Wrong timing!!

The side effects ? My head couldn't think straight. Get tired easily. Both of my eyes need to SHUT all the time...most of all. PAIN. Dammit. Sigh. I know it will get worse....still. I gotta make it through tomorrow. I'm not me...if I skip school tomorrow. On the 1st day of school somemore. Plus...the results....sigh.

kays. Gotta SHUT my eyes for now. =[

Date : Saturday, June 13, 2009
Time : 9:41 PM

Title :

Commonly confused words ~

1. Forever = continually
2. For ever = eternally

I stumbled across these words when I read the dictionary. Not check leh...is read XD
What to do? I have nothing to do...got bored of reading books...so I read the dictionary lor.

I realized when school holidays are about to come to an end...I would dream about school..schoolmates/ classmates/ friends/teachers/ results ...results. argh. Gonna turn out as a disappointment.

Homeworks....ahh. I have loads of them waiting for me to complete...wahaha. No way I'm gonna finish them all =.= STILL IN DA HOLIDAY MOOD!!!!!!!!!

Time is moving....fast. and slow at the same time. =(

I love you.

Date : Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Time : 10:42 PM

Title :

sigh.

How am I feeling now? worse. much worse.

All the while...it's sort of "normal" for me to feel "worst" As I thought, things were gradually, not gradually though. To be exact, things were much slower than "gradually" fading away.. Yikes. Need to improve on my English.

Things remained that way until...I was told about so called " TRUTH" Haha. I laughed about it...I thought it was so ridiculous. I mentioned about this in an earlier post. I believed myself. I'll have faith. But of course, nevertheless my emotions were affected despite the faith I had. My emotions changed. But up to some point...I felt it was easier for "things" to gradually fade away.

Until...I was told again that the "TRUTH" was NO longer a "TRUTH" anymore. The way it was told to me was......so cruel. I'm still human. I have feelings. At least tell me in a better way or in a polite way? Argh. I couldn't find the right words. I was definitely pissed...but not exactly pissed. Because...I did not believe it. =) Of course, I took a precaution....in case it is true. Like I said before- anything could be possible.

Conclusion is...it was a "false truth" Things went back the same. But...how do I feel? worse. I admit that I was actually relieved...that it IS a "false truth" Sigh. Realizing it makes me harder....

Worse.worse.worse. When will it go away? It will certainly takes a looooooong time...

Date :
Time : 9:37 PM

Title :

Blur. 2nd shot!!

Jit Yoong and Sydney...the cameraman!! *peace*

down view...

yo.

then all of us sat the ship!!

hee! =D

Ripley's...where are you? upper left corner XD

finally...a group pic =)

And. Notice the shirt I wore is white rite..? (group picture) Wanna show some comparison...

BEFORE [ last year's photo] - the shirt.

AFTER- [ after genting trip]

Big difference? Yeah. Coz the difference is, I was wearing it and the other no mah. Nah, not a serious "difference".

THE COLOUR!!!!!!!!!! COLOUR!!!!!!!! FROM WHITE TO .................GREY!!! Why? Coz I washed my black jeans with it....yeah. Cheap jeans! =(

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Date : Monday, June 8, 2009
Time : 10:41 PM

Title :

so long,farewell HAIR~~ Bye. I won't miss you. XD Some camwhore pictures...=)

big difference? nah.

now that's better...

Thinking whether to cut or not...in the end I got a hair cut....feel much better though, since the weather is freakin' hot.

Date : Sunday, June 7, 2009
Time : 9:08 PM

Title :

skip the fussy-boring-genting pics 1st XD

wanna introduce 3 cute little.......what? I don't know what to name them..mmm

1) momo

( no offense)

2) mimi

3) mumu

take 1 ~

take 2 ~

done.

yeah I know it's crap XD

anyway, I regretted watching the New Moon trailer. Ahh...I just couldn't resist it =) AND I REGRETTED T_T Coz...I wanna watch NEW MOON NOW!! NOWW!! Jacob has trimmed his hair short....and he look freaking hot...seriously HOT!!! SO LENG ZAIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!! Oh. not to mention his build up body...omg -.- lol. ok i better shutup

It's a little bit different from the novel....gonna spend my days reading the series..now on Eclipse. Better than idling huh?

Btw, I think I have to wait many many months before the movie is out. Mmmm..not really. Time flies, right? =P

Date : Saturday, June 6, 2009
Time : 8:44 PM

Title :

shall i continue...?

we went back to the hotel when evening approached. we were quite tired..but not gonna give up playing...XD