A point of no return Faraway Dreams


Date : Saturday, July 26, 2008
Time : 8:53 PM
Title :


It's been a long time since I blog... time doesn't wait for us... ARGH! It's getting nearer and nearer...yet I'm not reading anything yet...well..at least I did some maths =x. Today when Pn Sasi handed the timetable to us..wah..felt so happy..it starts on the 4th of August till 13th.. haha..didn't clash with my piano exam..which is on the 15th.

Normally, less than 10 people turn up when it comes to Saturday school. Yeah, I mean my class. Syok eh, macam tuition. =.=. Today only 6 people came. Pn Fariza came in and wrote down all the topics....on Science paper 2. Part of me felt disappointed, or I should say...angry? Not really...but not very shuang... teacher came in...straight away wrote down all the topics.....what's gonna come out...on paper 2. Haiz...what you think WE are?? =.=. I didn't copy down. I didn't want to. It's like cheating myself. If I copied down, and I get an A for it...oh...it's fake. I won't feel happy about it.

For the past few days, I realized ppl seems to avoid me. And that is why I feel lonely. Most of them seems to dislike my presence. Especially in the class...coz the place beside me punya "feng shui" not very good~ That is why nobody sits there.. Well, maybe I shouldn't use the word "avoid" . Haha, reason? Simple lar...coz I'm a boring person. My job is to bore ppl, and make them bored like there is no bored-ness in the world. Yeah, seriously, don't you think so? And I also realized ppl seems to look more gloomy when they sit next to me, because? Told ya, I'm a b-o-r-i-n-g person. I'm not an active person, not a talkative one, a quiet person, and....well, maybe I can consider myself...serious?.. And when I talk jokes, it's not considered as jokes, because it's not funny and it's lame. Wahaha~ am I right?So...please...don't overestimate me, if you do, you may feel disappointed, because you won't feel fun when you talk to me. =D Don't you think so?.. when you read my blog, you already know what kind of a person I am... rite? XD

But. BUT. Sometimes...like today...I sat with a friend...we laugh so hard till we drop....and we talked...a lot of craps...haha.. well, coz it's really funny...haha...sometimes when I laugh...they also laugh...don't know whether it's fake or not. Or when I say something funny, they laugh.. maybe it's fake...or maybe it's true...I don't know. Haha...wouldn't wanna know..

Haiz...again..time doesn't wait for us...and now..today..it's 26th of July. August is coming soon.. and yeah...I also realized... we talked lesser and lesser nowadays...I have a lot of things to ask and to say...but I have no chance ...yeah...I HATE RECESS TIME ...SHORT LIKE ANYTHING. Haiz..no time to talk..but time doesn't wait for us...I hope while there's time...we'll appreciate it.. Melz. =)




I would like to say...that this post is my last post.Haiz.. ahh....but I'll read blogs....sometimes...XD.


Lastly, I would like to wish good luck to all of you...for the upcoming exams...whatever exams you ada lah, BEST OF LUCK TO YOU!!! =D and to myself.



So, I shall end my post here.


Date : Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Time : 8:37 PM
Title :


Frequent practices of input learning + output learning = Success.




( By Cik Eliza.)




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Date : Monday, July 14, 2008
Time : 9:18 PM
Title :


silence........~



busy with my own thoughts~



but what exactly i'm thinking..



" Visualize yourself standing before a gateway on a hilltop.Your entire life lies out before you and below. Before you step through, pause and review the past ; the learning and the joys, the victories and the sorrows-everything it took to bring you here"

( got it from a calender) XD



And finally I realized ...things are changing...as time goes by




Date : Sunday, July 13, 2008
Time : 9:17 PM
Title :


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...I don't feel like going to school!!!!!!!



x(


Date :
Time : 8:41 PM
Title :


hmmm....yesterday my mom bought a new handphone...err...it's very light, slim and quite modern la, without camera. At least she bought this phone with colour features =.=. lol. Then I asked her how much is it....she said RM 190. Wow...cheap. Yeah...coz it's LG phone. That is why she bought it straight away after seeing it.. then she said to me " I bought it for myself to use" I was like.....wwaahh...mommy!! Don't be so mean!!....you've already got three phones...I didn't say it out loud la of course...haha. Then I start to protest. LOL.

Me: " wah...you got three phones already lor then...don't wanna trade in ah?"
Mom: " Nah...I'll keep lah"
Me : " AIYA..........might as well give me la......"
Mom: " * hestitate for short while* Ok , can la, the old one give you to use..."
Me : " wahahaha...."
Mom: " Or I can buy you another phone similar to this..."
Me : " what.....???WAH...OKOK...wahahahaha....good good!!!! " WHEEEEEEEEE~~

Since there on...I start to wonder...when will she buy me that phone...tomorrow? the day after tomorrow?....was excited...

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Today....stayed at house....rest lah. Cough like orang gila. =.=. Then....me and my mom sat in the living room, watching AFC. I was thinking about the phone again....very excited...but out of a sudden...I think...if I get the phone now...then after PMR I'll upgrade it....Then I think again..." eh..if I get the phone now....but I wanna upgrade it three months later....that is like a short period...might as well I get it after PMR"... Aiya...but then...berat hati leh....I will have to release this opportunity....then I think again...aiya...after PMR I can get a better one mah....it's only two months away...very fast one.."

SO be it. I told my mom .


Me : Mom...I think I'll get the phone after exam.
Mom : Exam? Which exam?
Me : Er..after PMR.
Mom : Why...oh...yeah, better still. Coz I get you one now, later you cannot study....chat chat chat until...
Me :....................No la...I won't do that lah....
Mom: But your friends will call mah...then tok tok tok...
Me: ..........er..I plan to get a camera phone after exam..
Mom : Camera phone? for what? who's gonna buy you that phone?
Me : .................
Mom: Uncle ah?
Me : ..........................
Mom : Rm 300 ?.....
Me : .................................( i dont think so..well, I don't wanna say the truth...coz I'm gonna take some money from my bank too...) " Yeah..."


Silence......busy with our own thoughts...

Haiz...dissapointed....but then...I think again....what for I need a camera phone...haiz...nvm lah...as long got phone then...it's affordable..then...ok jor. Then I think again...AHH....I better worry for my PMR 1st before I worry about the phone.



=S


Date : Saturday, July 12, 2008
Time : 8:15 PM
Title :


Finally Intervensi 3 has passed~ Time to rest myself, since I'm sick like a sick fish. Yesterday right after school, Evon, me, Ian, Daniel, Ryan and Yu kin went to lm to watch HellBoy II. Lol, all 5 of us have to squeeze ourselves behind the seat. It's a Jazz, Ian's mum gave us a ride. Yu Kin sat on Dan's lap, while I sat on Evon's lap, and Ian....on the roof? XDXD JK la! He sat in the middle, while his bro sat in front. Ahh..I didn't get to "menikmati" the movie..as I did not wear my specs and I'm busy coughing and my nose got screwed up. Haiz...HEY ppl~ if there's anyone hasn't seen the movie and you ARE GOING to see the movie or you WANT to see again.........don't mind to ajak me ya know? XDDD!!


Hmm..the exams starts on Tuesday...BC and BI. I don't take BC...so I sit for BI..ahh..thank God.... I don't care whether I screwed up my paper 1 or the writing part. I just do, DO only lah....without reading it slowly and carefully, don't bother =.=! I was busy flooding my table with tissues and blowing my nose. AHHHHHH!!! I shouldn't have drank a cup of coffee the night before Tuesday....=.=!

Wednesday, BM 1 and BM 2 ...err..Geo also I think....couldn't remember well.... ...AHH....BM 2...omg...you should have seen me....I wasted like half an hour on ringkasan and pemahaman...thanks to my nose. Kept blowing out the mucus....wahaha...c'mon...it's Science! Oh my...I spent most of the time blowing my nose...and my attention was distracted...unable to concentrate on writing...ahh.. I don't bother lah...sick like anything... write...write and write....I don't wanna think too much. I just write...simply write...haiz. Pn. Radin won't blow me up rite..... God knows. Haiz.. Geo...I don't even know whether it's hard , medium, or easy. I couldn't differentiate... as you know, well, I'm SICK. I just read through, circle. A E I O U, "Banggali" loves you~ oh. A? B? C? D? EEEEE? =.=. I don't care. Just finish off the 60 questions then I'm done. Oh btw, my tuition teacher said Geo was slightly harder than Diagnostik...hmm.. I shrugged....haha. Coz I told ya, I didn't bother.

Thursday...MATHS 1 and Maths 2 and KH....hmm. I felt slightly better. Luckily. As for Maths...what can I say? some I can do...some I cannot. obviously lah. But...haiz.. I think this time better than Diagnostik...I THINK. COZ I DON'T BOTHER. My head was spinning... argh! KH...er...well, I hentam saje lah. Come to think of it, I couldn't remember a single thing what I've answer...or even the questions. My mind went blank. Erased thoroughly right after exam.

Friday...Science and Sej...haha..yeah, Melz, you're rite. Science was quite easy...er.. and you're rite again. If I get low marks , then I get malu XD. haha...Sej...was medium....and some easy also lah. Ahh..when I'm doing Sej...I was surprised I actually read the question thoroughly and carefully, try to understand what exactly the question wants. Well, I was still sick, but....I've got one benefit from there...haha. Mostly all form 3. XD...Luckily I revised... Err.. I better stop here...later I get lower marks than I've expected then.....cham lor.


Haiz...gotta go and COL. ( Cough Out Loud) . swt.... yeah...I couldn't talk much. My voice changed ... You should have hear me talk....with a broken voice. I ain't no MR HYDE!! eh...Mr Hyde speaks with a broken voice meh? ....er...I forgot...oops.




p.s. Jun Qin... be tough ya..don't "produce" so much tears....haiz...cheer up!! Hmm...I know it's hard...but we will support you!! We'll be always by your side...pls smile =)....





Date : Sunday, July 6, 2008
Time : 8:42 PM
Title :


Wheee! Went to Stadium Badminton to help out the Tadika Mayter's Annual Sports Day..wahaha...last year also went..! Hmm..I didn't bring along my camera...too heavy..probably Hx and Dan got pic in their blogs! XD

Ahh...the children are soooooooooooo CUTE!! hehe..seeing all their parents cheer and support for them...haiz...so happy~

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hmmm...what I want to say... I found out that, when I feel down, not in a good mood, I seriously don't know what to do to make myself happy. Err.. when there's REALLY no way ....then I would switch on my computer...click on the playlist, find a song and listen. Well, perhaps a song can calm me down. Hmm..I realize I was wrong =.=. Instead, it becomes worse. I don't know why, maybe because most of the songs are love songs, which means it is melancholic. Well, not all la, but most of it...

Haiz..so I clicked on the song ...it's a worship song.. "Hosanna" by Hillsong United ...then I sing along ...close my eyes...imagine God is infront of me...in my mind..ahh..immediately all my worries and problems begin to fade away~...Everything is so calm..................and passionate. Haha...wonder if I can choose my own religion when I reach the age of 18. Hard for my family to accept...hmm...yeah. Imagine you and your family is Islam from generations to generations...and most of them are strong believers...err..and out of sudden you're going to tell your parents that you want to convert into Buddhism...example only lah. Wow. I bet you can't even open your mouth...haha.. no offense =.=. Just meluahkan isi hati saya~

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BLahblablabla~....hmm...what else....I think I'd better go and start studying for my PMR...if not......hmm....dono what'll happen.. XD tata!


Date : Saturday, July 5, 2008
Time : 9:04 PM
Title :


hmm...today..Hari Keusahawanan... quite fun though..


My class sold puddings and gifts...nothing much. Coz my class teacher, Pn Yus is sick.Unable to attend school for a week or two. Haiz..if only she's here...then things would get much easier... hmm...at least we sold out all of the puddings.. but unfortunately, we untung less than 100. Aiyo...cham...

haha...convo between me and evelyn..

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
so hows today business XD

Evelyn says:
good good

Evelyn says:
you saw it rite

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
haha

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
you know how muc hah?

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
much **

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
all together?

Evelyn says:
not even 100

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
swt

Evelyn says:
we hv to pay more u noe

Evelyn says:
but at least we sold out the gift..... n dat puddings

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
har??

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
yea..

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
we hv to pay more...for what??

Evelyn says:
aiyah dunno wat dat chee mann say la if we dun get to untung 400 we must pay double the price

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
WAH.....

Kerrie__@93 {LightSpringZzz} - says:
if its real ah...then...we pukkai until cannot puk aledi

Haiz...ahh..hope it's not real then... wah...these two post I post about you eh Evelyn...wonder if you read my blog XD...hope you didnt...hahahaah. ok la..if you did, no offense down there....the recent post.. heheh..

hmm...back to the topic..walked around with my two classmates...Joey and Zhi Wei.. haha..start from the canteen...bought curry mee. Nice eh XD.. Then, we went out..bought Sate...then..walk around...bought cup cakes..nice!! Then...ate sushi...haha...nice also...cheese...yeah...fantastic! It is imported...what do you expect? XD Then...we went out and bought the er.... how do you call that.." gula kapas" ...haha..hope you know what I mean..It's been years since I've eaten that.

Hmm...overall..I can say..today..er...quite fun lah..get to do business...all these stuff la..

haha..ok..I shall end my post here.


p.s EVELYN~~~ again...no offense XD


Date : Thursday, July 3, 2008
Time : 8:35 PM
Title :


Today, I would like to blog about a friend of mine. She's in my class. She's also a prefect. Haha, I guess you know there's only one female prefect in my class...IF you know la.


Today, one of my classmates told me about her ( prefect). She said I'll laugh my head off if she tells me the story. Ok...here it goes...

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One morning, a friend of mine (prefect) woke up at the usual time to prepare herself for school. Unfortunately, at the same time, the electricity power was cut off in her house area. Which means the whole area was totally dark. She lit up a candle, on her way to the kitchen to prepare her own breakfast. Normally she'll eat a slice of bread and a glass of milk. With half of her brain still not fully alert, she opened the fridge, took out the milk, and pour into a glass. Then, she took out the butter, to spread them on the bread. Next, she put the slice of bread with butter into the toaster and toast it. When finish, she took one bite of the bread and she instantly puke, the bread WAS SPICY....same goes to the milk. She drank....well, should I use the word drank? When she took one sip of it, she was wondering why there's no milk....it was DRY.


She look at the bread, and realize she did a very silly mistake......guess what she did....


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She took out the MUSTARD instead of butter, spread it on the bread and TOAST it, and she took out a glass of sugar instead of milk. Aiyo....


Not only that, there's another... XD


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One morning, she woke up at the same usual time, again, with half of her brain not fully alert, went to brush her teeth. Brush her teeth only ma...very normal rite? You squeeze the toothpaste on top of the toothbrush and you brush your teeth. Simple as that.


Ok lor, she brush her teeth...but when the moment she want to brush, she was wondering WHY the toothpaste smell SOOOOOO nice...like perfume. Normally toothpaste smells like...mint. She look at the toothbrush and she laughed.


The paste is not the usual toothpaste. She took the FACIAL CREAM ( cleanser) and squeeze it instead of toothpaste . Aiyoo....


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Lastly, I would like to say....................................Evelyn, evelyn......sleep early next time.......doktor muda also tak tau jaga diri....aiya....


XDD


Date : Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Time : 5:38 PM
Title :


WAHAHAHAHAH~~ LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME never online jor....


Coz the cable putus =.=.Now get back to online ady!!....but the connection is very very slow.............................


Haiz, anyway, so many weird things happened when I'm not updated XD . Sort of. Hmm... what I did these few days.......-.-. Start from Friday larh. Hari Jalinan Mesra =) Took report card, went back home...showed it to my grandma~



Sobs...scary -.- * dup dup....dup dup...*



Hmm..what else...nothing special la... ok..move on to saturday~



Ahhh~ The weather is calm......~~




My grandma busy watching the tv...while MEEEEEE....I'm busy taking crap pictures..haiz...she's so obsessed with the movie....



=.=!





See what I meant? haiz..


hmm...what else...ahh..nothing else...gonna play bola jaring...haiz. hope everything goes well~
Oh ya...all the sports...bola baling, keranjang....anything la. Boys rocks! hahaha. Haiz...sports ma...what to do =.=.



1st of July. JULY. JULY....JULYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. August. September. October....coming soon. VERY SOON~


- I shall off the computer and start studying-



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