Date : Saturday, January 31, 2009
Time : 5:40 PM

Title :

sigh...


so emo right now...


hahah.yeah, as I did mentioned before in the previous post...I was jealous of my neighbour coz many of their relatives came and had fun...really fun. OK. Today, my situation gets worse. A very sharp and strong sense of jealousy came back to me. Because...

1) My neighbour at the opposite having an open house today,many friends and relatives came...decorated with tables and chairs with red cloth on them....so much food...and so on.Yeah,they don't know us,we don't know them punya XD. so tak ada invite.
2) My neighbour on my LEFT played fire crackers not so long ago,many relatives came also,all of them were happy,of course.
3) My neighbour on my RIGHT, yeah,mentioned already,relatives came and celebrated and so on.
4) My neighbour at the opposite(different) played fire crackers also,a lot of relatives came.blah blah blah....


And.....the only house which....is lonely? dead? o__o? (yeah,full of people inside,not dead) don't know how to describe. Not dead lah at least. at least ada mini garden infront...look at the flowers...I'm happy XD not really.


Sigh,thought could go to shopping malls with family to watch lion dance and performances...and celebrate. Besides, I hoped I could go to relatives' house to "bai nian" which is a must...I think? Because we did this most of every year during CNY.But in the end after days of hoping,waiting and expecting....I gave up. Because..both of my mom and aunt are out to work...busy with work until the last day of CNY. Sigh...yeah..economy crisis..everyone have to work hard..

My relative did came...but uh. so far just one person came..and three person from my cousin side...to me, it's just a regular visit..nothing much. nothing special. o___O..where is the regular CNY moooooood gone???


Hahah...so I spent the whole week doing homework,watching tv,online and....day dreaming. Two days more, back to school,hectic school life...again.