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Date : Sunday, February 24, 2008 Time : 9:10 PM
Title : Why one month? Why not two or three? Why not forever? It's all so far, far away. Mum? Are you still there? You see, I'd like to come back, even if it was just to say goodbye. But I can't quite make it. I can remember a lot now. I can remember her, my mother. I can remember my father and Simon, and my friends. I remember the music she plays and the things she shows to me, over and over again. They used to belong to Michele. What I can't remember is myself. It's just like the doctor says- I'm not here. I'm like a mirror. I reflect things- my mother, my teddy bear, my CDs , my clothes. But I'm gone. I can't remember who Michele was. I can't remember who she used to be, what she used to do, or feel or think. I can't remember her face. I can't remember anything about her. Michele's body is here- her memories are here- but she has gone forever.... I have no present. I have no future. I only have a past. I'd like to tell them that it's right. Michele would agree if she were here. She wouldn't want everyone to keep coming into the hospital, year after year, watch her get older and older. So yes, please. Turn me off, pull out my tubes. I've done nothing but lie here for all this time and I'm still so, so tired. I want it to stop. Another month. It's more than enough for me.. |
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