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Date : Saturday, December 8, 2007 Time : 2:08 PM
Title : I seriously don't know what to do Why everytime I have to face this? I trusted you most...but ....now...it's all the opposite. I don't know how much more you hide from me.... But all I know is...you are the greatest friend I've ever met... I trusted you with all my heart....you are always ready to help whenever I face problems.. Or maybe...I heard wrongly? Or...I think wrongly? Or..I misundertand it? Why you and....some other people start to .... Do something or say something against it? Why now???? WHY NOT EARLIER ??? IT'S BEEN 10 MONTHS ALREADY. AND...IT ALL STARTED NOW. IT'S NOT EASY TO LET GO... IT'S NOT EASY TO LET EVERYTHING SINK IN... OR....am I the one.... Who did this wrongly? Made a wrong decision? It all started on 14th Feb 2007. Or maybe... this is the way it was meant to be.... I thought I'll be happy But...no...it doesn't end this easy.. It will continue.... I'm emotionless.. I feel nothing... I don't know what does sadness means I don't know what does angry means I don't know what does happiness means I don't know...everything.. I would stare blankly at the wall...or at things...or at nothing... Thinking nothing... Hmm..I don't know whether I should smile? happy? cry?sad? angry? crazy? confused? donno? No lah...just nothing...plain...nothing.... |
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