A point of no return
Date : Friday, November 9, 2007 Time : 11:01 PM
Title : wish i could turn back the clock....simply ridiculous.. As the days pass...I began to wonder how fast the time had passed.. I've always been thinking about the past, things had happened, present and future. I realize things had change rapidly...even myself. From the day I born until now..I'm already 14. Precious memories....unforgettable moments....happy nor sad..I will cherish them until the day my heart stops beating..( if my memory is good enough...if you know what i mean XP) I remembered I was a bully when I was standard 2 and 3. ( SK Taman Segar). Haha...surprised? Evon, my best friend and me were in the same school. I knew her since standard 2. We are big bullies... we enjoy bullying a friend of ours.. Hui Jin. She's weak, she would listen anything we want her to do. Oh yeah, I even remembered one particular day... it was after school. As usual, Evon and I would find Hui Jin and mess her up. While she was walking, the both of us silently followed her, we jumped on her, scared the fish out of her, pushed her, forced her to walk faster. There are lots of small rocks and dangerous objects on the road. Out of a sudden, while we were forcing her to walk faster...she end up with a serious wound on her leg. Evon was already ahead of us and I stood there...scared stiff. I was panic and I waved at Evon desperately and I was hoping for her to come back. But she didn't...I guess she don't know what's happening and she dissapeared from our sight. I looked back at Hui Jin and she was crying and moaning. I forced myself to carry her up to the office. I explained everything to teacher...and she gave some treatment to Hui Jin. I ran down the stairs and out of the school....my uncle was waiting outside. From there on, I swear I will change to be a better person... it was a big lesson for me. Slowly on, Evon and I not a bully anymore...instead we became the "victims of the bully!! '' When we were in standard 4, a new student came to our school and she's Jessy. She's known as the " Anak Penolong Kanan Sekolah " . No wonder she's bossy and proud. Slowly on...we were best friends...well I don't know how but yes. We were known as the " Four Musketeers" Evon, Melissa , Jessy and me. Melissa is a great friend..she is kind hearted, helpful, attractive, pretty and friendly. But Jessy...lots of people hate her. Standard 6..I became a prefect. Well... a prefect with a mice voice.LOLZ.. luckily Shareena, she's my senior XD. She taught me how to talk LOUDER and be brave. Thanks to Shareena, I managed to control the students..x). Sigh,...after UPSR... it's time to * menerima balasan* . Remember I was a bully? Now it's time to teach me a lesson. Jessy.... she controls everything...include what I should do...this and that. One day...she hurt me badly and deeply. She had gone too far... I couldn't take it anymore. Melissa, Evon and Jessy was sitting together and I sit next to them. Melissa and Evon kept quiet. I thought it was a 3 against 1 . Man...it was painful .... my best sisters...Melissa and Evon were at her side. Actually I've misunderstood. But still..Jessy is the one who cause all this troubles. Sigh.....but everything is over. Forget and forgive is the best thing to do. >>>> PART 1<<<< tired aledi lah -.- gotta sleep. will update next time. |
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